My Special Goodbye.

I have to say goodbye in a special way so I decided to post it on a blog. Goodbye Frostphire and I'll really miss you. You were with me through everything where I needed a friend. You don't know how important you are to me as a friend. You helped me by making me laugh when i cried by saying something insane and random. You are really the only one who could talk me out of doing insane and terrible things\. Without you I would be gone by now. You were really my closest and best friend who I felt I could tell anything to. You showed me how to have fun and how to accept myself and not change everything I am but to like the real me. I know you probably didn't know you did that much for me but you did. I won't be able to bare going to school without you there. I will probably start going to Barkalow after you move because I can't bare to go through every day without you there to make me smile. If my parents won't let me go to Barkalow I will make sure it is like you're still here. Nobody will sit in YOUR chair at lunch and nobody will take over as bunny leader. I'll try and act as if you were still there but the truth is that I won't be able to. I will go back to being the sad superficial wanna-be I was before I met someone special who changed my life. You. I probally won't be the same with you gone. I'll be quiet and normal and everything I don't wanna be, but with you gone I will be. I know your dad needs to keep his job and I know that you have to go. But please, stay! Show this to your parents because I want them to know just how special you are. I would give anything for you to stay because the truth is you're my best friend and I love you like a sister. I know one day you'll wake up and say "Kim who?" and I'll know when that day comes two. It will come because you'll make all new friends and change a lot. Maybe you'll even become a preppy girl who wears pink and sings Hannah Montana all the time. OK that won't happen but you'll change a lot and so will I. I have to say goodbye no matter what so goodbye flamewisper, goodbye frostphire, goodbye Lauren, goodbye sister, goodbye friend.